Friday, November 12, 2010

-I did it badly today-

I would like to say that,
I really hate presentations,
especially for today's presentations..
It make me feel so stress and also scary before it was my turn..
I'd prepared for quite some time,
but it just ended up like that--> nothing
I'm totally not in the situation,
on what I'm presenting about,
my confidence is gone,
my gut is gone,
my mind is also gone...
I'm lost during the moment,
I didnt really understand that what I'm actually talking about!!!
It's especially increase my madness,
when I cant even answer what had my tutor asked me fluently~
though the question is really not such hard..
Am I really so weak in that?
perhaps, I have to admit that I'm really the weakest among the others,
What I'd did is also never achieve well than others.
I'd decided to give up for many times,
till I feel that I'm really not suit to be an university students,
I'm just a lower class students  >.<!!
Nothing to hope so much,
I just want to pass this sem happily,
with all those bunch of assignments and presentations far away from me!!

I...HATE...PRESENTATIONS!!!