~发泄篇~

沟通，
实在是一门考人验的功课，
做得好温习得好，
顺其自然的就会考到好成绩，
反过来说，
读不好的，理解不深的，
自然就会不及格，
怎么也学不会....
是的，
最近的我，
感觉自己真的把这一科给打败了，
怎么学也学不好来...
天啊，
可不可以饶了我好让我解除这一个障碍啊？
呼...
有时真想放弃就算了 =.='''
说话被误解，话不投机，说什么都好像错的那样子
几乎可以把我给压倒了，
生气，只会把事情弄得越来越糟...
压抑在心里？？
又会感觉好像就快断气一样，
受不了....
不要说我没事干小气想太多，
只是，
我也会有累的一天，
主动久了也有累的一天....
说每一句话都错的，
我会更累！！！
也许你觉得没什么,
但，
我只是一个很普通的女生，
我也承受不住那些话，
不喜欢大声吼我，
不喜欢忽然被冷落...
我想要的，
也就像别人所喜欢的那样，就这么简单
或许有人会觉得那是大小姐的作为，
但，
总该没有女生是喜欢被凶的吧？
想说的，
就只有那么多，
一个人，
原来也是能过得好好的，
最起码，
我不用顾虑那么多，
还有，
我真的很讨厌 "比较"！！
不想听到那么多，
也不想回答....

*想体验画中女生那敞开心胸快乐的感觉

To Whom It May Concern -- )

Dependent, immature, bad tempered, small gas--(in chinese)

Is it all that are surrounded me now? *curious*

Perhaps,

It might be for those that are much more familiar to me :(

Hmmppp...

What I did seems like still under the growing stage that I'm suppose to be now!

When will you only be changed???

I believe that these questions are really suit me for this moment =.=!!

Yeap,

I'm a 21 years old gurl,

who is suppose to be matured enough,

to have broader minds,

to decide and plan what should I do in the right moment,

do not be so rely on others,

do not behave in such a princess way..

Aikssss,

seems like I'm really have to change a lot!!

But u know,

attitude is hardly change when u already suit with it for such a long time..

This should not be a reason for being such way..

Okkk,

will try to implement myself into the way I should behave for my age now..

Trying hard to change,

hope it can work,

though I know the result wont be so pretty much good..

As long as I have the intention to do it..

sorry for it if I'm still cant controlling myself..

It's good to be trained to be more independent,

at least I wont be dead if I live alone in different environment..

Yeah,

I have a mummy that love and pampered me all the times,

that's y I'll think that,

I can behave such way to everybody..

Sorry if U have the thoughts such way,

it's never allowed for you to do so..

Instead,

mummy u should treat me in other cruel way >.<!!!!

For you,

I know,

U're really concern me a lot,

teach me all the way whichever that I dunno,

though I really dislike the way u talk to me while u get mad

Seriously,

I admit that I'm really a princess,

I dislike people scold me in such a manner,

perhaps,

can you please be patient a bit???

Sorry for so demanding..

but..

I'll really change my princess attitude and behaviour..

U'll nvr knw that I'm not actually behave so bad in front of others,

I just like to be it while I'm facing you,

as I think I can rely on u,

will get pampered by you as what my mum treat me..

Oh sorry,

You think too much..

No worries,

will not let u get mad again nxt time xD

Pray for me for being more independent while facing for u :D

U are not wrong,

just I keep on repeating the same mistakes,

till u'll get crazy about what I'd did.. ^-^

Sorry lar..

promise..wont gek u anymore *big wide smile*

 

这一刻--->请停止流逝

终于，

这一天都来临了，

真的等到我的颈项都长了，

没关系，

只要再放些耐心，

原来真的能够让我等到...

是的，我的他，

终于都回来了，

好多人都好想念他，

天天都在盼着他的归来..

当然，

我还是最开心的那一个 xD

回来了，

我当然希望能够天天陪伴在他身旁，

就算什么都没说，

也能感受到彼此那份思念，

看着他那爱撒娇又嗲的样子，

心里总会甜到就快溶化掉，

我有好多话好多东西想与他分享，

可是，

多到我也不知从何开始，哈哈！

幸好，

我们还不会变得陌生，

这也让我感到很庆幸，

原来，

你还是最疼我的，

虽然你不说出来，

天天都在嘲笑我，弄我，哼！！

还有，

谢谢你给我的一切，

买给我的东西，

完全都是那么的实用又美丽，

当然还有最贵重的那个，嘻嘻！！

最后，

我想说，

我还是很爱你滴

这份情，

虽然需要付出距离的代价，

但，

我很庆幸，

原来我们还是能的！

加油！！

Happy Graduation

Time flew too fast,

It's been 2 months that I didn't updating my blog..

Reasons: Too lazy,busy with playing and working xD

No bother,

there's just a little few words that I wanna speak out,

and it all suddenly appears in my mind,

endure me to updating my long-lost blog.

and only you,

the person that I always bothering the most and appreciate the most,

make me feel so eager to write it down here.

Dear,

Happy Graduation Day,

you are so best and clever enough,

you get an excellent result in UK.

Of course,

I'm the one who will feel so proud of you,

though I already know,

you'll always get what u want to archive.

You are really smart enough my beloved!!!

Too bad,

I'm unable to attend to your convocation,

it's the second time I'd missed it out,

though I'm really want to fly over there so much,

but.....

If I'm there now,

for sure you'll be very excited,

I know,

you are so down yet no mood at all,

as there's nobody manage to go there to great you,

share the happiness with you on the superb day.

This question is always appeared on my mind,

why is it I can't be with you every single time,

no matter it's happy or sad..

Really hope that I can always be with you,

by your side to accompany you.

Though you always said that it's doesn't matter,

but I know that,

how much do u hope that I can be with you when you need me.

No worries,

I know God will always blessing us,

no matter how hard the journey is..

It should be enough till here,

you know what I'm thinking right now isn't it?

you'd successfully be the one who know me 100% well!!!hooray~

At least,

deeply wishes here to you my dear,

Happy Graduation and Congratulations!!!

You are really the best man..

Awaiting you to come back asap xD...

p/s: No matter how's your decision at last, I'll always support you!!!

(ˇˍˇ）

两个人在一起久了，好多年。感情已经很稳定、彼此了解、不会分手，觉得已经是家人、是亲人了...一个眼神，一个微小的动作，都知道对方在想什么、要做什么，知道这辈子就是他了。一切都顺理成章的进行着，就等着毕业、工作、结婚。

      可并不能因为这样的稳定，而忽略了生活上的细节，从而忽略了对方的感觉。就算再坚固的感情，也会受伤、也会被别人趁虚而入的。所以，我们要注意这些小节，因为生活就是由每个小节组成的。如果你不想分手，想一直走一辈子。那么，请注意以下这些：

      1、随时能联系到彼此。因为生活学习工作的原因，两个人经常分开是难免的，而对现在的我们来说，手机应是我们最主要的联系工具。不要没事就关机，或者不带 电话，电话没电要及时换电池、充电。我给你打电话，不是要监督你、检查你，而是要知道你平安，你现在很好。所以，请24小时开机，如果当时因为种种原因没 有接电话，事后一定要马上打回来，主动说明原因。

       2、经常谈心，让彼此知道对方的想法。这一点是两个人长久相处最重要的一点。不沟通哪来的彼此了解，不了解怎么能形成默契。你也不用像做思想汇报一样的说 自己的心理活动。就像聊天一样，说说自己身边发生的事，自己的想法，或者说说两个人之间的相处之道。谈恋爱谈恋爱，不交谈怎么恋爱？不要把什么都憋在心 里，这样你憋得难受，我猜得也难受，女人本来就是爱胡思乱想的。往往很多事，你把它说出来，反而倒没事了。你什么都不说，只会没事变有事，甜蜜变伤心。

      3、 吵架要发泄出来，不能隔夜。两个人在一起，吵架是避免不了的。但是希望两个人不要冷战，可以争吵，可以打架。让彼此都发泄出来，这样才不会生病。更不要隔 夜，生气睡觉是最容易死人的，除非你是没心没肺的那种，躺下就着，一点事儿没有的。但最好还是当天解决，因为很多事往往越搁越难解决。

     4、互相尊重。不光说话要互相尊重，还要尊重彼此的思想、行为。尤其是在对方朋友面前，不要过分的显示你有多么牛，你一定要占上风，因为主角本来就不是 你。不是说，你在他朋友面前，一定要给足他面子，贬低自己，那样他在朋友面前就会显得怎么怎么样，就是爱他、尊重他。而是说不要刻意的贬低他，显示自己， 而是要互相捧着说，那样才会让别人觉得你们是互相尊重，感情平等的。

     5、不要跟异性朋友没完没了的联系。每个人都有异性朋友，这也不是什么不好的事情。反而能说明你这个人心理很健康。但是你的异性朋友不要太多，超过同性朋 友更是有问题的。联系可以，但不要太过频繁。有这么一句话：“跟爱人吵架，跟陌生人说心里话。”你跟异性朋友永远是温柔的，心里话都说给她们。可是跟爱人 却是冷漠的，惜字如金的，什么心里话都不说。那么你们的感情肯定经不起一点儿风浪，和平也只是暂时的，一旦对方受不了了，爆发了，那么你们肯定就完蛋了。

      6、不要吝啬你的嘴。两个人交往，甜言蜜语是应该的，这也是最增进感情的一种方式。不要因为在一起时间久了，觉得没必要说这些了，就吝啬自己的嘴，情话要 经常说。三天没见就必须说想念，不想也得这么说。“不就是才一个月见不到吗？”这种话绝对不能说，太伤人心。

      7、态度决定一切。不要动不动就不耐烦、发脾气、乱吼。谁都有心情不好，谁都有不高兴的时候。但是你要跟对方说明原因，不要无缘无故的凶人。

      8、两个人吵架，不管是谁的错，必须有人先低头道歉，哄对方；而另一个人也必须很给面子的配合，迅速和好。

      我们长大了，不再像小时候那么单纯，一看就懂。这个世界上的诱惑也变多了，你不去招惹她，她会来倒贴你的。人越大，心思就越多。如果你不去努力维护你的感 情，不去用心的对待你的另一半，那么再坚定地感情也会被摧毁的。 

做到了这一些，难道就能够相守一辈子吗？
个人觉得，
最好都是别再有这些想发吧，
不然伤害最深的还是自己

Oh Sushi!!

Oh yea,
it's my sem break again,
however,
I have just few days to enjoy as I'm going for my industrial training soon.
Time flew too fast,
I only have half year to go after my internship end,
and it's time,
to start the crazy FYP!
Hope we can complete it smoothly.
Aunt bought us some sushi's ingredients during Mother's Day.
and it's time for me to learn how to make sushi,oh,it's sushi!!!
Never thought that it's so easy to make.
Here are some of the steps while I'm making this cutie sushi,
not bad,
it tastes AWESOME!!
No need to cook lunch for today as I'd already made sushi, xD

1. Prepare all the ingredients like Japanese rice or so-called pearl rice,

roasted seaweed,carrots,sliced eggs,cucumber and mayonnaise.

2. Steam the rice at first so that it's softer like the usual rice that we ate.

3. Put the sushi mat on a clean table for hygienic purpose,

following by the roasted seaweed and the rice on it too.
It'll be tastier with mayonnaise applied =)

4. Following by the side ingredients which are carrots, cucumbers and eggs.
You can put the ingredients according to ur preferred choice.
*Cut them into slices so that you can easily having it.

5. Once all are applied,and it's rolling time!

*Press the whole role of sushi accordingly before rolling on,

as to prevent any drop out from the sushi.

6. Following by rolled it on!!! hee

*Pls dun rolled the sushi as what you all did when rolling normally,

the mat should placed on top as the pic shown so that sushi wont rolled up inside ^.^

7. Pressing the roll of sushi while you rolled it up on the same time.

The sushi's ingredients will stick 2gether.

*This is what I mean jz now which you cant roll the whole mat completely.

The upper part of the mat is appeared at outside while not inside.

8. Tadah, this is what shown after the sushi is been rolled!

*Pls dun put too much rice on it or else the outcome will be like what I'd did-the rice will drop out!

Arghh,NO choice, it's my first time doing it, pls dun blame me *hiak hiak hiak*

9. and Lastly,just cut the sushi roll into pieces and here is it-

It's ready to serve!! *wide big smile*

The taste are extremely tasty,no bluffing here!!

Go&Grab the ingredients and try yours now =)

It's really easy and with this simple few steps,

you can fulfill your sushi's satisfaction even at your home anytime you feel like to eat so much!

*Will Mr M. love to eat it too??? *wondering*

Mr M.

突然有感而言，
就跑上来更新了 =）
Mr M.
你啊，
总是让我一时西欢到你不可自拔，
一时又会讨厌你到极点...
话说你应该知道是因何事吧？
你啊，
就是那么的急性子，
常常让我担心会惹毛你，
因为后果真的不是开玩笑的厉害，
为什么啊，
你不能再耐心一点点啊？
你就是欠缺了这点，
导致我真的会好讨厌，
虽然过后认错的还是我啦，哈哈!
有时，
因为明明就觉得自己没错，
突然被烧到真的好不甘心，
对不起，
我承认我的脾气也很暴躁，
我个人就是如果我认为我没错，
可却被怪回头来，
我的第一反应通常都是会生气，
原谅我的坏脾气，
也不能怪，
有时候我真的是笨到恐怖，
但我最希望的是，
你肯给多我点点耐心，
就点点好不好呀？
就好像有时候，
等待的当儿，
我知道好多时候，
你是不耐烦到就快爆发了，
说对了吧？哈哈！
可是拜托嘛，
男生不是都很愿意等女生的嘛？
没关系，
不能完全怪你，
每个人都会有过失的，
只是我希望，
你会比现在有更多的耐性，
别在那么急性子了好不好？
伤身的啊，xD