Did you know??

When a girl WALKS for miles to see u.:'(

When a girl SAYS SORRY even though she didn't do anything.:'(

When a girl CRIES bcz she still loves/misses u. :'(

When a girl still TRIES TO GET U BACK. :'(

When a girl no matter how much U HURT HER STILL LOVES U. :'(

when a girl STOPS her argument with her guy to SAFE her relationship. :'(

When a girl continously MAKES U FEEL SPECIAL and TRIES TO MAKE U HAPPY. :'(

When a girl is upset but DOES NOT tell u as she thinks she is ANNOYING U. :'(

When a girl wants to LEAVE u bcs of ur RUDE BEHAVIOUR but she is not able to do. :'(

DO NOT LET HER GO, bcz U MAY NEVER FIND SOMEONE LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN. ♥ 

SHE MAYBE VERY SPECIAL AND GOD'S GIFT FOR U ♥

Did you know? ^.^

怎么了

到底怎么了？
家里变德那样了？
为什么？
自从爸爸生病过后就这样...
为什么？
很伤心，
很心痛，
很不知所措，
以往不如以往...
这....
像一个家吗？
我也不知该怎样...
家里那几个小瓜，
也一样，
唉~
气死的气死，
不听话的不听话，
叛逆的叛逆，
为什么，
会是这样？
劝不听骂不听说不听，
有什么办法是能够解决的？
在外求学顾不了家，
但事情就是一箩箩的在发生，
从没间断过@-@
我们，
要在何时才能够变得更温馨呢？
我爱我的家，
任何一个也不要失去，
真的很羡慕，
为何别人能我们不能？
真的很希望，
时间能改变一切，
变回那从美好的一幕...
家里的那两个，
也希望，
你们听话一些好不好？
别那么叛逆好不好？
乖一点帮忙妈妈好不好？
知不知道，
最辛苦的可是她啊，
知道你们还小，
但，
有必要那么不听讲吗？




*如果我能一直在这个家担当一切有多好

我..是..谁？

忙忙忙，

最后两个学期可真不好过，

虽然那意味着我就快毕业了，

但，

我似乎在漫无目的地，

忙着做完功课就好，

回想起来，

这四年里，

我到底学过了什么？

我的目标是什么？

毕业了我该从哪方面发展，

我的长处，

又到底有哪些呢？

很内疚的说，

其实，

我真的答不出来 @-@

我....

有没有长大了？

成熟了，

也似乎没有，

就过着那一天算一天的生活，

很盲目的，

别人忙我就跟着忙起来，

没有贡献，

没有特别的意见....

有时想想，

这真的很恐怖，

我就快踏入这现实的社会了，

但，

我还却那一副，

总认为，

每一件事情都是那么的美好，

没有后虑，

总会有一堆的介口....

说得不好听一些，

就是光说不做..

到底怎么了，

我越来就越懒惰 >.<!

长处，

又见不得我有哪些..

别人会唱歌跳舞，

我--并不会....

别人是音乐才子，

我--也不见得有很好，

别人的思想成熟办事效率很好，

我--也没有，

别人成绩标青，

我更没能比，

说到短处，

我就有好多好多，

毕业以后，

我该怎么去和别人比呢？

该怎么在社会上立足？

我...很疑惑!!

~发泄篇~

沟通，
实在是一门考人验的功课，
做得好温习得好，
顺其自然的就会考到好成绩，
反过来说，
读不好的，理解不深的，
自然就会不及格，
怎么也学不会....
是的，
最近的我，
感觉自己真的把这一科给打败了，
怎么学也学不好来...
天啊，
可不可以饶了我好让我解除这一个障碍啊？
呼...
有时真想放弃就算了 =.='''
说话被误解，话不投机，说什么都好像错的那样子
几乎可以把我给压倒了，
生气，只会把事情弄得越来越糟...
压抑在心里？？
又会感觉好像就快断气一样，
受不了....
不要说我没事干小气想太多，
只是，
我也会有累的一天，
主动久了也有累的一天....
说每一句话都错的，
我会更累！！！
也许你觉得没什么,
但，
我只是一个很普通的女生，
我也承受不住那些话，
不喜欢大声吼我，
不喜欢忽然被冷落...
我想要的，
也就像别人所喜欢的那样，就这么简单
或许有人会觉得那是大小姐的作为，
但，
总该没有女生是喜欢被凶的吧？
想说的，
就只有那么多，
一个人，
原来也是能过得好好的，
最起码，
我不用顾虑那么多，
还有，
我真的很讨厌 "比较"！！
不想听到那么多，
也不想回答....

*想体验画中女生那敞开心胸快乐的感觉

To Whom It May Concern -- )

Dependent, immature, bad tempered, small gas--(in chinese)

Is it all that are surrounded me now? *curious*

Perhaps,

It might be for those that are much more familiar to me :(

Hmmppp...

What I did seems like still under the growing stage that I'm suppose to be now!

When will you only be changed???

I believe that these questions are really suit me for this moment =.=!!

Yeap,

I'm a 21 years old gurl,

who is suppose to be matured enough,

to have broader minds,

to decide and plan what should I do in the right moment,

do not be so rely on others,

do not behave in such a princess way..

Aikssss,

seems like I'm really have to change a lot!!

But u know,

attitude is hardly change when u already suit with it for such a long time..

This should not be a reason for being such way..

Okkk,

will try to implement myself into the way I should behave for my age now..

Trying hard to change,

hope it can work,

though I know the result wont be so pretty much good..

As long as I have the intention to do it..

sorry for it if I'm still cant controlling myself..

It's good to be trained to be more independent,

at least I wont be dead if I live alone in different environment..

Yeah,

I have a mummy that love and pampered me all the times,

that's y I'll think that,

I can behave such way to everybody..

Sorry if U have the thoughts such way,

it's never allowed for you to do so..

Instead,

mummy u should treat me in other cruel way >.<!!!!

For you,

I know,

U're really concern me a lot,

teach me all the way whichever that I dunno,

though I really dislike the way u talk to me while u get mad

Seriously,

I admit that I'm really a princess,

I dislike people scold me in such a manner,

perhaps,

can you please be patient a bit???

Sorry for so demanding..

but..

I'll really change my princess attitude and behaviour..

U'll nvr knw that I'm not actually behave so bad in front of others,

I just like to be it while I'm facing you,

as I think I can rely on u,

will get pampered by you as what my mum treat me..

Oh sorry,

You think too much..

No worries,

will not let u get mad again nxt time xD

Pray for me for being more independent while facing for u :D

U are not wrong,

just I keep on repeating the same mistakes,

till u'll get crazy about what I'd did.. ^-^

Sorry lar..

promise..wont gek u anymore *big wide smile*

 

这一刻--->请停止流逝

终于，

这一天都来临了，

真的等到我的颈项都长了，

没关系，

只要再放些耐心，

原来真的能够让我等到...

是的，我的他，

终于都回来了，

好多人都好想念他，

天天都在盼着他的归来..

当然，

我还是最开心的那一个 xD

回来了，

我当然希望能够天天陪伴在他身旁，

就算什么都没说，

也能感受到彼此那份思念，

看着他那爱撒娇又嗲的样子，

心里总会甜到就快溶化掉，

我有好多话好多东西想与他分享，

可是，

多到我也不知从何开始，哈哈！

幸好，

我们还不会变得陌生，

这也让我感到很庆幸，

原来，

你还是最疼我的，

虽然你不说出来，

天天都在嘲笑我，弄我，哼！！

还有，

谢谢你给我的一切，

买给我的东西，

完全都是那么的实用又美丽，

当然还有最贵重的那个，嘻嘻！！

最后，

我想说，

我还是很爱你滴

这份情，

虽然需要付出距离的代价，

但，

我很庆幸，

原来我们还是能的！

加油！！

Happy Graduation

Time flew too fast,

It's been 2 months that I didn't updating my blog..

Reasons: Too lazy,busy with playing and working xD

No bother,

there's just a little few words that I wanna speak out,

and it all suddenly appears in my mind,

endure me to updating my long-lost blog.

and only you,

the person that I always bothering the most and appreciate the most,

make me feel so eager to write it down here.

Dear,

Happy Graduation Day,

you are so best and clever enough,

you get an excellent result in UK.

Of course,

I'm the one who will feel so proud of you,

though I already know,

you'll always get what u want to archive.

You are really smart enough my beloved!!!

Too bad,

I'm unable to attend to your convocation,

it's the second time I'd missed it out,

though I'm really want to fly over there so much,

but.....

If I'm there now,

for sure you'll be very excited,

I know,

you are so down yet no mood at all,

as there's nobody manage to go there to great you,

share the happiness with you on the superb day.

This question is always appeared on my mind,

why is it I can't be with you every single time,

no matter it's happy or sad..

Really hope that I can always be with you,

by your side to accompany you.

Though you always said that it's doesn't matter,

but I know that,

how much do u hope that I can be with you when you need me.

No worries,

I know God will always blessing us,

no matter how hard the journey is..

It should be enough till here,

you know what I'm thinking right now isn't it?

you'd successfully be the one who know me 100% well!!!hooray~

At least,

deeply wishes here to you my dear,

Happy Graduation and Congratulations!!!

You are really the best man..

Awaiting you to come back asap xD...

p/s: No matter how's your decision at last, I'll always support you!!!